"one more time" Kim Hyun Joong fanmeeting (2010.10.21)

Dream About TSUNAMI

OMG !!! i really going crazyy !!
when i were dream that its feel like true
it was tsunami
got TRAUMA feeling
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first , i was at some place , I don't know what place is it
but its like a resort
and it was a HOTEL , and i were at there with family,
and then i were at room with my Second Uncle and his wife , Little uncle and Little aunt
because my MOM and Dad were meeting with some Importatn person.
Suddenly, My 2nd Uncle told me that outside was so crowded and its crowded by police
i felt a little afraid
and i went out to looking for some information why so many police
and I saw the police knocked the guests room next door and continued to move up to our place.
and before they till in our room
i run and looking for my mom and dad
i told them that outside had so many police
i don't know what happen
suddenly a people look like a police shout
" Come On, Run to A safe Place . . Tsunami will Come to here , Come on run !! we have ten munites only "
and my dad said
" Come On Called your uncle and your aunt "
told them to went to my boat
i run to the room and told them
and they followed me to my dad boat
and my dad boat started to left that place and went to a safe place
but beyond our expectations,
there is a big waves crashed our boat
it getting big and more bigger
and than its became Tsunami
and my little uncle told my father to turn than way
but the waves look like want to swallow our boat
i kept prayed to the god for save our life
and than my dad contineud drove the boat
and suddenly the big waves was gone
and we saw a little island
and we went there
and i suddenly remember that my brother is missing
i ask to my mom
where is them
quietly my mom say they sit in above the boat
we walked to the inside
it like a mediator in TANJUNG PINANG
and we are looking to my dad friend
they didn,t know that tsunami was happened now
because it's including a save place
when we till my dad friend house
my dad told them what we happened just now
and i suddenly shout " LOOK TO THE SKY MOM "
it has so many light but look like not this
i don't know what is that
and suddenly so many bird and plane flied over us
i saw some bird bring a food
and than my dad friend said
come on
go away from this place
tsunami will come
and we ran to the boat
and went back to " TANJUNG PINANG "
but ion the way to TPI
its don't have a waves
till home
we sit in the living room
because of to tired
we take a rest
and i ask to my mom
" mom , if tsunami come , we went to Bintan mountain , Were we safe ? "
my mom said it's too late :( "
and i go to outside
i see to the sky
its cloudy
and i saw a plane flied over but its so scary
the wind is very big and crashed the plane
the plane look like fall down
and i wake up
i don't dare to think
what will happen to the plane

i have no more tear to drop

i see something thet relly make me shockk !!
damn !!
i can't express what the feel i have now
its sad , happy , angry , pretend don't know or whatt
just realize how deep is hiss lovee
i should angry or happy or whatt
confusedd
can i hide from this problem ??
i have no more word to sayy
i have no more voicee for shout
and i have no more tearss to drop !
tired enough
if i can hide from thiss things . . .

tired of working ~ sigh ~

before graduated , i always think that school is the boring thing but now i just relized that school is more fun than work
its tired enough
because of
working there are not freedom
i hatee itt !! damn !!

discord with my friend at agro resort

aaaaaaaaa ~ saangad mengharapkan trip ini ~ :( temen" jd qaa eah ? kuq xlian pda ragu" . ini kan jqa terakhir x :(